Do I really believe that? Oh hell who knows....

 At any rate on the 10th Jackie and Justin moved out. I had a feeling that it wouldn't last long but I didn't give voice to that because it's just what it is and nothing more.

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 There is a girl that...

Gives till it hurts and still keeps giving, sits by the phone to wait on calls that never comes, listens to promises that are always broken, rearanges her life for friends, always gets left in the dust, expects her family to get along, wants for more than she'll ever get, deserves better from people, puts herself through bullshit in order to help others, wants to be drama free, always tries to think before she speaks, puts herself last in line for all things, and then routinely gets shit on by the very people that she does things for. Oh and let us not forget that when she shows a flaw or does something stupid nobody will let it go or let her live it down even when they are doing the very same thing.

 Well, this girl........

Is sick and fucking tired of getting taken advantage of and getting left behind, is pissed off, is going to get more or leave these people behind, is going to look out for herself and her kids and say screw everybody else. No more being a doormat or a yo-yo!

 This girl thinks........

GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! Get along or get gone, do what I say or get out of my way, be there 100% or not at all, if you can't be part of the solution then you are part of the problem, people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, the he said she said bullshit needs to stop, people should learn not to make someone else's problem their problem, stop making excuses for what you do or how you feel.

 This girl is gonna........

Do what she wants and do it when she wants, look out for #1 for a damn change, be the bitch she was meant to be, tell you the 100% truth so don't ask if you don't want to know.

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 Yep I have had a bad lifetime. LOL Sorry if anybody gets their feelings hurt or thinks I'm talking about them. Truth be told if you think I'm talking about you there is probably some guilt there so I more than likely am talking about you. Don't ask if you don't want to know.

Love and Happy Days,

Aidan